Monday, December 12, 2011

Hospital Attchment Day #2

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Back to the story! Hehehe. So today, at 0830 am we are all at the hospital. I feel just turn out into zombie, with pale face, panda-eyes. Hahaha, but somehow I still feel energetic and glad to kick-start the morning! Halamak, terover la pulak. :D ngehehe. So second lesson as a doctor is, start the morning positively with wide SMILE like :D hehehe. It’s as easy as ABC guys, you will automatically get through the day greatly. *takpercayatrybuat. :)

Surgery Ward
So here, patients who undergo surgical process are here. The doctors and HO are doing the morning round so we just follow them. There is a new case comes in, a pakcik had accident this subuh. He hit ‘that animal’ and he felt from his motorbike.  And one of the HO *Iforgottoaskhername handle the case and she teaches us something! Hehehe, she asks us to look at the X-Ray of that pakcik and interpret it. Hahaha, everything seems alright for me. Nothing is wrong. *dahnamapuntakpandaikan Hahaha, then the HO shows us the left side of the ribcage and there is injury at 4th and 5th rib bones. Ouhhh,now I know how to interpret the X-Ray. Yayy, new lesson. *seronokbenor Hehehe :)

Around 1030 am, the doctors are checking this pakcik. He seems really really sick. Last night the pakcik still able to move his hands and legs. He still can eat, and talks to his son. He is still able to open his eyes. But this morning, it is totally different things that I see. He is like lifeless. The MO checks his verbal, motor, and eyes. Something is wrong with the pakcik. Then, the staff nurses bring the emergency trolley. Ya Allah, by that time only God knows how nervous and scare I am. The doctors then start doing their job, they all rush to save the pakcik. One of the nurses asks his son to teach his father says the prayer. His son recites the prayer beside his father’s ear Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar”. SubhanAllah. Ya Allah, please save the pakcik. Then his son read the yasin. Aku paling sebak bila terdengatr anak pakcik tu menangis masa tengah baca yasin. One of us even cry, tapi aku tahan la sebab we have to be professional right? Kalau doktor sendiri yang nangis, patients and his family apatah lagi. Doctors still doing their job, they widen the airway path and supply the oxygen to his lungs. And Alhamdulillah, he is back to stable condition.

Orthopedic Ward
After having nasi kukus for lunch, then solat zohor and lepak lepak kejap we head to Ortho ward, actually it is the same ward as surgery because the hospital is small so you know why. Hehehe. Mula mula boring gila sebab doctor dah habis check patients so kitorang jalan jalan keliling ward tengok pakcik pakcik, lepas tu sembang sembang. Nasib baik akak akak nurse praktikal ada. Diorang best best la jugak, semua kepala gila gila. Hahaha, so we just hang up with them. I spot a HO is checking a new patient, we set our target and approach him. *cewahmacammemburulapulak. Hahaha. He is Dr Fadzil, orang kemamang. Hehe, tapi dia ni kuat kenakan kitorang. Suka sangat nak psycho psycho kitorang sebab pilih nak jadi doctor. Hahaha, kurang asam betoi. Takpe takpe,yang pasti kitorang enjoy ikut dia. *bukanmenggatal. Jangansalahpaham. Hehehe.

 Then, kitorang round sekali lagi dekat ward pakcik yang nazak tadi tu. And his condition becomes worse again. Time tu family members pakcik tu dah ramai. Kitorang dibenarkan go behind the curtain tengok pakcik tu. Dr Colin tanya kitorang:

 “pernah tengok orang meninggal tak?”
“tak pernah lagi”
“So this will be your first time, tengok la”
“pakcik ni memang takde harapan dah ke”
“tak.”

Doktor try la jugak usaha lagi. Dia buat apa entah nama treatment tu,yang tekan tekan dada tu, tapi bukan pakai yang mesin tu. Tapi anak pakcik tu intai intai lepas tu dia nampak apa yang doktor buat, dia masuk, dia taknak doktor buat ayah dia macam tu. Sedih la jugak time tu, sebab dia taknak ayah dia sakit walaupun dah memang takde harapan sembuh. :l  *Ya Allah, aku berdoa supaya keluarga aku takde yang sakit sakit teruk macam tu. Amin.

Disebabkan waktu bertugas kitorang dah habis, kitorang terpaksa tinggalkan pakcik tu, eventhough we still don’t know his current condition at that time. Lagipun, relative dia ramai yang datang melawat, so memang agak congested la jugak ward tu. At 1700 pm, we leave the hospital. :)

End of Day #2.

Salam. Peace. :)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Hospital Attachment Day #1

Assalamualaikum wbt

 Alhamdulillah, He still giving me the chance to update this 'comel gila' blog bak kata Izzat. HAHAHA *gelakbangga. okdah. :) The other day I promised to story my HA experience, kan? Hehehe, so here is it.

Okay, Im starting the story in 3 seconds. hehehe.
well today is the first day. i get over the moon a little bit this morning, excited at the same time, hehe. biasa la, konon konon nak jadi doktor express sekejap. hahaha, *okperasan. So macam biasa, bangun awal pagi ni *yeke? then bersiap siap. The best part this morning is I have breakfast with Mekya! and Naim too, but he is late. *apela, kalah orang perempuan bersiap. ngeee :D

Then, they send me to the hospital, ouh,thanks Mekya sebab hantar, thanks Naim for the treat. Me and the other 7 KMB-ians yang buat HA head to admin office, lapor diri. Dr MatNoh gives some briefing about the hospital and life as a doctor. And the most I-dunno-what-to-answer question is... why do you choose to be a doctor? Ouhh pleaseee, I really have nothing to say. hahaha. So I just say blablablabla. hehehehe, then we talktalk and some more talk. We are divide into two groups, 3:4 and the schedule is given. ta-da! Start to experience new things! haahaa.

Medical ward.
So patients with some major diseases such as heart disease, asthma, dengue, hypertension are here. they are ranging from teenagers to adults, both men and women but of course in separate ward. wahwah, macam taklimat kesihatan pulak gayanye. hahaha. We're lucky that time sebab by the time kitorang masuk doctors tengah round patients, so we join them. Ada la pengalaman tengok HO kena hentam sikit sikit dengan MO sebab tak buat homework. wow, serious takut. hahaha, tapi MO tu memang professional gila. Dr. Wazi, salute ah Dr! hehe. Boleh pulak dia tengah tengah marah dekat HO lepas tu terus bertukar jadi ramah dengan patients. Yeah, I get something:

"Doctors must be good at acting". winkwink. hehehe.

*HO-housemen officer
*MO-medical officer

Break. 
After 5 to 6 patients, he has to leave. To emergency. Masa tu pukul 1320 pm. Lunch time. hahaha, kitorang blah pergi makan kat kafe, HO pun dah bersurai semua kitorang ape lagi, takkan nak tunggu kot. Ngee :D Dah selesai makan solat lepak semua kitorang masuk balik ward. And Dr Fadhilah gives us task to communicate and interact with the patients there. Mostly yang dekat ward tu pakcik pakcik, so memang best. Semua suka cakap, lepas tu comel comel je. Hahaha, seriously comel. This one pakcik even call us '4rio' because four of us always stack together. :) macam macam la pakcik ni. And we completed the task well enough. Habis satu ward kitorang tawaf tak terkira dah berapa kali. Semua patients kitorang approach  *kecuali yang nampak garang la. hahaha. Cuak kot nak tegur. Habis shift petang, we get back at 1500 pm.

On Call!
1800pm, we are at the hospital again. Cari MO yang bertugas untuk on call tapi tak jumpa. Tapi ada sorang MO ni panggil kitorang, Dr Colin. He's a funny guy. Dia gelak bila tahu kitorang on call, kejam gila. haha, then dia suruh follow sorang HO ni yang tengah check patients, Dr Fatah! Stail gila dia, cool je. Banyak la yang dia nasihat, ajar ajar kitorang. Thank you! :)

Dr Fadhilah datang, kitorong follow dia. Check check check patients, then habis. 0130 am, dia tunjuk kitorang punya bilik. Selesa la jugak, tempat HO lelaki yang on call. Malangnya, kitorang memang lapar gila. So we decide to go out and buy some food. Yeah, KFC is still open. 0230 am, we finish our really-late midnight meal and by the time we nearly sleep there is a message. From a HO. She said there is a new case at ward 4. Oh my God, FOR REAL? Aghhh okay. Reluctantly,we get there within 5 minutes. *cekap kankan? hehehe. Seriously, we are all worn out that time, hehe. So kitorang tanya tanya doctor pasal case tu and 15 minutes later a new case comes, nice! haha. Doctor ambil details,history, ape semua and then done. Alhamdulillah. 0315 am, back to bed. Tido.

Wake up 0530 am, pack our things and we get back to home.
Ouh,forgot to mention above. We are all given our white coats and ID tag.
I really feel the honor. hehehe

*tobecontinueon Day#2

huh,tired. sleep.
Salam. :)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

La Tahzan, Dear Heart.

Salam.


i don't have any idea it will be this far.
i thought it was just a feeling.
but i was wrong
and now i know it is an emotion.
a truly yet sincere feeling
sorry.
i wish i can lend a help
but i realized
i cant.
sorry.

But La Tahzan
Dear heart.
i know you can go through this.
Allah is always with you
He won't burden you
beyond your abilities
insyaAllah
there is someone
He made to be with you.



#ALLAH tidak akan membebankan seseorang melebihi kadar kemampuannya.

surah Al-Imran ayat 1 -6.
سُوۡرَةُ آل عِمرَان
بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
الٓمٓ (١) ٱللَّهُ لَآ إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ٱلۡحَىُّ ٱلۡقَيُّومُ (٢) نَزَّلَ عَلَيۡكَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ بِٱلۡحَقِّ مُصَدِّقً۬ا لِّمَا بَيۡنَ يَدَيۡهِ وَأَنزَلَ ٱلتَّوۡرَٮٰةَ وَٱلۡإِنجِيلَ (٣) مِن قَبۡلُ هُدً۬ى لِّلنَّاسِ وَأَنزَلَ ٱلۡفُرۡقَانَ‌ۗ إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُواْ بِـَٔايَـٰتِ ٱللَّهِ لَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ۬ شَدِيدٌ۬‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَزِيزٌ۬ ذُو ٱنتِقَامٍ (٤) إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ لَا يَخۡفَىٰ عَلَيۡهِ شَىۡءٌ۬ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَلَا فِى ٱلسَّمَآءِ (٥) هُوَ ٱلَّذِى يُصَوِّرُڪُمۡ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡحَامِ كَيۡفَ يَشَآءُ‌ۚ لَآ إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ٱلۡعَزِيزُ ٱلۡحَكِيمُ (٦)

Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani

Alif, Laam, Miim. (1) Allah, tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Tetap Hidup, Yang Kekal selama-lamanya mentadbirkan sekalian makhlukNya. (2) Dia menurunkan kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) Kitab Suci (Al-Quran) dengan mengandungi kebenaran, yang mengesahkan isi Kitab-kitab Suci yang telah diturunkan dahulu daripadanya dan Dia juga yang menurunkan Kitab-kitab Taurat dan Injil. (3) Sebelum (Al-Quran diturunkan), menjadi petunjuk bagi umat manusia dan Dia juga yang menurunkan Al-Furqan (yang membezakan antara yang benar dengan yang salah). Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang kufur ingkar akan ayat-ayat keterangan Allah itu, bagi mereka azab seksa yang amat berat dan (ingatlah), Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi berhak membalas dengan azab seksa (kepada golongan yang bersalah). (4) Sesungguhnya Allah tidak tersembunyi kepadaNya sesuatu pun yang ada di bumi dan juga yang ada di langit. (5) Dialah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana. (6)




lepaskan kecintaan mu dalam apa sahaja kerana itu biasanya akan menjerat dirimu mencari akhirat. pesan saidina ali, sayangi sesuatu sekadarnya, benci sesuatu sekadarnya kerana ia mungkin bertukar posisi.


Be strong.
we will always pray
for your happiness.

#dedicatedtoyou.

Salam.


Cuti cuti

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ehemm, pejam celik pejam celik dah 11 hari bercuti. kira lama la jugak. *fikirbalikjap. apa yang aku dah buat sepanjang cuti ni haa? banyak yang berfaedah ke banyak yang buang masa? hadoiii, memang sah sah lah banyak yang menghampehkan.

eh, ye ke? memandai je. 
betoi la. tak percaya pulak.
bagi justifikasi yang kukuh sikit
ok.
contoh #1 : bangun lewat. *apadaanakdarabangunlewat.
           #2 : makan banyak. *yangnibolehdimaafkan
           #3 : tak buat homework *takdehomeworkpunsebenarnya.hehehe
           #4 : banyak tengok tv
           #5 : tak ajar adik. *tapidiayangmalas.
           #6 : errr, akan ditambah kemudian. haha

Tapi ada la jugak benda benda yang boleh dipuji kan? Mesti ada punya. Antaranya aku dah berjaya khatam baca lorong midaq yang tebal dan hampir tak nampak kesudahannya tu. ngehehe. *banggawoo. Tak tidur malam aku baca novel tu. *oktipusikitsikit. hehehe. Seriously, you wont never know the feeling unless you read it. Dan alhamdulillah sebab ada benda baik yang dapat aku ambil daripada novel tu. *i'llshareitlater. :)

Ahaahh, 11th until 14th this December, for the first time lupduplupdup *ehehe aku akan buat HA ; hospital attachment dekat Hospital Kemaman. Rasa semangat jugak ni, tapi taktau la semangat tu sampai kemana. Minta minta dapat banyak pengalaman + ilmu baru sepanjang HA ni. Haritu ada terbaca status member dekat  Fb dan rasa syukur sangat sangat sebab insyaAllah aku akan diberi peluang untuk rasa apa yang dia dah rasa.


InsyaAllah, every single thing I'll experience will be used in good way without forgetting Him who knows more than i do. 
"The Prophet also said: "Knowledge from which no benefit is derived is like a treasure out of which nothing is spent in the cause of God." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 108"    

So not to forget my other peeps who will be doing their HA wherever it is, lets take this as an opportunity okay. It may be pengalaman suka suka tapi tak salah kalau kita bersungguh dalam buat sesuatu kebaikan tu kan. *winkwink. 

Dan dengan terbuka hatinya aku akan story pengalaman pengalaman buat hospital attachment tu tak lama lagi, insyaAllah kalau dipanjangkan hayat olehNya, Doa doakan la. :)

Till next post. See ya. 
#moodrindumemberclique-iman+zz

Salam.