Monday, August 19, 2013

Happy Raya uolss!

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Looks like someone is missing my posts, so I have to update you dear blog. Hahaha #peghasan.
Well,
It is kinda late, but never too late to wish :

SALAM AIDILFITRI!
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
SORRY, AMPUN MAAF ANDAI ADA SALAH SILAP
TERKASAR AYAT, TERMENGUMPAT, TEROVER POST, etc
HAVE A BLAST SYAWAL.
InsyaAllah

Being able to celebrate raya for 20th time is something that makes my eyes teary. Allah is soooo sooo sooo sweet and generous, Alhamdulillah. :)

Somehow when I sit and think back, I just realize that time flies ridiculously fast. I recall what I have done last Ramadan, and sadly there weren't much. It was nothing compared to what He had given throughout the month. Oh God, what a shame. It would be very embarrassing if I were fated to die this Syawal, and Allah ask me about last Ramadan. How should I answer? Is there anything to be proud of in front of Him? Am I worth enough to be granted with His jannah? SubhanAllah, nauzubillah ya Allah. *Things to be ponder on.

And, in the busyness of Muslims all over the world celebrating Eid festival, our brothers and sisters in Egypt are struggling with death every single day. I can't really imagine if we are being tested in the same way. Nauzubillah. Violence, evil-killings, dead bodies, bombs, guns. Protect us, our families, our relatives, friends, teachers, and our Muslim brothers and sisters ya Allah. Amin. #pray4egypt

That is all for now. More stories to be updated later, insyaAllah.
Keep praying hard.
and trust in Him.
He listens to our du'a insyaAllah.

Peace to be upon you. :)

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Let the last be the first

Assalamualaikum wbt

HELLO. HOLLA. WELCOME 2013.

THE YEAR OF SUCCESS. YEAR OF PRIDE. YEAR OF GLORY. YEAR OF BLESSING.
YEAR OF FREEDOM. YEAR OF STRUGGLE. YEAR OF EXTREMELY-CHALLENGING.
#InshaAllah. #IB #FinalExam #Hope #2013

I don't have any intention to make a post about so-called new year celebration, listing down my wishes for 2013, blabbering new year's resolution, or reminiscing what had happened in 2012, bla bla bla like what most people used to do when it is 1st January every year.

And yes. I admit that I used to do those stuffs before. But that was before. Not after I realized that they are not really necessary. Don't blame it on me, I just have another perception about it. #takeiteasy

Well just telling that it is FORTH SEM already. THE LAST SEM to be exact. Ohmy ohmy now I am nervous. Then what am I doing here? #lols. Come on IB, go easy on me yeah? Like you used to be? Or. You've never been that way, huh. -.-

So lets all of us be thankful and grateful to be able to breathe, being around our family, relatives, friends, and most important thing is He still bless us with faith and Islam. Alhamdulillah Ya Allah. Never ever ignore what He has done and gave to you. to me. to you. to your parents. to your friends. To all of us. No matter what year it is, whenever, wherever we are.

That is all. Looking forward to write again, if God wills.
So this is how 2013 start.
Peace be upon you. #shmileee






Wednesday, December 12, 2012

TORN.

Assalamualaikum wbt

For the past few days, I've got myself stuck into reading a novel. Torn. By Amanda Hocking. It was actually one of the  Trylle trilogy which means there another 2 novels I had left unread. The one I read is the second book, so I skipped the story when the main character, Wendy was in her childhood period. #whocares then. It is good enough I'd made an attempt to read something this holiday right? Or not.

Torn. It's a good read though. Try it.
Well I kinda have some major problems when I start reading especially novels.
#1 I will get myself totally indulge in the reading as I can't take my eyes off the book once I started reading. I would only stop when I finish off the book. That is kinda dangerous isn't?
#2 To make the situation to be worse, I would sneaked out from doing home chores just to read. It may sounds nerd if it is a textbook or so-called revision books. Unfortunately it is a NOVEL. Sorry mum.
#3 I can't stop myself from imagining what I read. Now I can see the real problem in being too imaginative. This can go on for few days even after I finish the reading. It keeps playing in my mind as if I had watch a video-version of the novel before. It's kinda disturbing after few times you know. It would not be a hallucination, I hope.

So these are some of the reasons why I am not into novel things. I get very excited when visiting a bookstore, browsing through the novels corner,  with eyes-catching cover design of the novels, I can't hold myself back from possessing them. And once I own  them, I don't dare to start reading. Funnyhh isn't?

Well maybe I can spend my old times with those novels, when I have nothing else to do. Hahaha it feels sorta weird to write that actually. Never mind. So I guess that is all for this post.
And ouh do not expect me to post more about novels, cause you know why. :D
Feel great to share this.

#Peace. #Salam. #Bye

Thursday, December 6, 2012

Eyes-opener

Assalamualaikum

Yesterday I was on youtube. And happened to watch this one awesome video. It would be great to share this. So take some time and try to understand. #thinkback.



This is not about the speaker. This is about what he said. Deep and meaningful. #motivation.
#Peace #Cheese #Salam

Hold on tight, you're almost there.

Assalamualaikum wbt.
Hi Hey Hello.

My last post was in June and that was like 6 months agoo? Say whatttt? Seriously I still have this passion of blogging. Somehow time is more powerful than my enthusiastic-long-lasting-passion. It won't let me to easily update you, dear blog. Sorry. #mybad

I had done so much things throughout this period of not-updating this blog, spending time on Youtube, Twitter, Facebook, watching too much movies, never-ending assignments, tests, stressful- sem 3 exam, humanitarian project in Kuantan, cinema, eat, eat and eat.

It has been 2 weeks since sem 3 ends. Wait woooo wooo I still can't believe this. One more sem to go and I will officially graduate from IB School??? :O #someoneslapmeplease hahaha. All this while I have put sooo much effort, staying up the whole night to finish Maths portfolio, struggling to start Extended Essay, spending endless time to finish up Malay World Literature, revising non-stop for quizzes,  encounter the nerve-wrecking maths class, but within another coming 6 months, I won't have to face all these anymore. How can I told my friends and family what I had been gone through in this journey of getting knowledge. Can they really understand what we, IB students had faced? Can they image how we had to stay to strong to survive in this agonizing path? No, they won't understand. They will never know the bitterness and the hardship that all of us had encountered. #IBproblems.

But hey! that's what makes we special yet awesome. Because we are cool like that. We had keep ourselves withstand all those unexpected obstacles. #proud #awesome #jyeah
At the end of the day, all of us gonna rock this IB thing off. #wohoo
And. In our oldies time, we will recall back this moment and laugh over what had happened. The moment we cried, friends who shed our tears, all scary disgusting pranks during birthdays, how we backup friends in class, outings, crazy hobbies, basketball in the evening, Oh God. How I wish I had record all those beautiful reminiscences.

Back to REALITY. So another 6 months haa, lets put of BEST BEST BEST fullest final push to make our parents, teachers, friends, and the important is WE ourselves PROUD. #InshaAllah.
                     "He will always be with those who fight in His path" #QuranQuote

that is for you guys, as well as me. Even though we fight on our own in this journey of IB, somehow when we  turn around, there are also others who in the same battle. They are what we call FRIENDS. Classes, courses, sizes, races, religions do not separate us apart in this journey because we all in this together. #univic

Hahaha okay now I had made this post seems serious. That is sooo not my blog. Myself either. Kan? Kan? But, there are times when we have to get serious in life, one of them is this moment.
InshaAllah I will try to update regularly to maintain this spirit as well as keep myself awake.

Okay then, till the next post. Hugs and kisses to girlfriends.
#Peace. #Cheese. #Salam



Monday, June 11, 2012

Yes, I'm still breathing.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Subhanallah, syukur Alhamdulillah tanpa disangka sangka ada lagi peluang untuk update blog yang sudah lama terbiar ni. Kalau ikutkan perancangan memang takde niat dah nak mengadap laman ni. Almaklumlah buat buat busy. Tapi hakikatnya manusia hanya mampu merancang Allah jua yang menentukan. :)

Niat utama update ni pun bukanlah sebab ada gosip terbaru mahupun cerita hangit yang nak dikongsi, tiba tiba je tengah blur buat world lit so I just need some distractions for a moment. And here I am, trying to write something new to be read. Heehee. Tu pun kalau ada orang yang baca la, kalau tak lantak la. Bior le aku sendiri yang baca 3 bulan akan datang. Hoohoohoo.

Ahaaa, just now I was google-ing some information for the Malay World Literature *uuuuu sounds too awesome right? Nahhhh, you wont never want to hear it again as soon as you start doing it. Take my words. Or maybe not. Whatever then, back to the topic. I found out a quote, not exactly a quote actually. Yang aku baca tu wasiat Rasulullah SAW kepada Saidina Ali. Sabda Nabi Muhammad SAW :

"Wahai Ali, bagi orang yang jujur ada tiga tanda iaitu:
1. Merahsiakan ibadahnya;
2. Merahsiakan sedekahnya;
3. Merahsiakan ujian yang menimpanya;

Dan aku sebenarnya tersentap dengan salah satu pesanan Rasulullah. Astagfirullah, selama hari ni aku sebenarnya kurang salah satu tanda orang yang jujur. Ampunilah kekurangan ku ya Allah, dan bimbinglah daku mencari landasan yang sebenarnya ya Allah. Amin. 

Im not writing this post to be praised by the readers, not to gain any positive comments from anyone in fact I expect nothing from humans because I only care what matters in the eye of Allah. InsyaAllah He will pay me the best rewards I deserved. 

And this ends my post for now as I have to get back to my lovely yet amazing assignments. Somehow Im gonna take some more break, yeah one should simply eat to stay survive. Haahooo. 

Thats all. Peace. Smile. Say cheese. Salam. :D    




Monday, December 12, 2011

Hospital Attchment Day #2

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Back to the story! Hehehe. So today, at 0830 am we are all at the hospital. I feel just turn out into zombie, with pale face, panda-eyes. Hahaha, but somehow I still feel energetic and glad to kick-start the morning! Halamak, terover la pulak. :D ngehehe. So second lesson as a doctor is, start the morning positively with wide SMILE like :D hehehe. It’s as easy as ABC guys, you will automatically get through the day greatly. *takpercayatrybuat. :)

Surgery Ward
So here, patients who undergo surgical process are here. The doctors and HO are doing the morning round so we just follow them. There is a new case comes in, a pakcik had accident this subuh. He hit ‘that animal’ and he felt from his motorbike.  And one of the HO *Iforgottoaskhername handle the case and she teaches us something! Hehehe, she asks us to look at the X-Ray of that pakcik and interpret it. Hahaha, everything seems alright for me. Nothing is wrong. *dahnamapuntakpandaikan Hahaha, then the HO shows us the left side of the ribcage and there is injury at 4th and 5th rib bones. Ouhhh,now I know how to interpret the X-Ray. Yayy, new lesson. *seronokbenor Hehehe :)

Around 1030 am, the doctors are checking this pakcik. He seems really really sick. Last night the pakcik still able to move his hands and legs. He still can eat, and talks to his son. He is still able to open his eyes. But this morning, it is totally different things that I see. He is like lifeless. The MO checks his verbal, motor, and eyes. Something is wrong with the pakcik. Then, the staff nurses bring the emergency trolley. Ya Allah, by that time only God knows how nervous and scare I am. The doctors then start doing their job, they all rush to save the pakcik. One of the nurses asks his son to teach his father says the prayer. His son recites the prayer beside his father’s ear Allahu Akbar, Allahu Akbar”. SubhanAllah. Ya Allah, please save the pakcik. Then his son read the yasin. Aku paling sebak bila terdengatr anak pakcik tu menangis masa tengah baca yasin. One of us even cry, tapi aku tahan la sebab we have to be professional right? Kalau doktor sendiri yang nangis, patients and his family apatah lagi. Doctors still doing their job, they widen the airway path and supply the oxygen to his lungs. And Alhamdulillah, he is back to stable condition.

Orthopedic Ward
After having nasi kukus for lunch, then solat zohor and lepak lepak kejap we head to Ortho ward, actually it is the same ward as surgery because the hospital is small so you know why. Hehehe. Mula mula boring gila sebab doctor dah habis check patients so kitorang jalan jalan keliling ward tengok pakcik pakcik, lepas tu sembang sembang. Nasib baik akak akak nurse praktikal ada. Diorang best best la jugak, semua kepala gila gila. Hahaha, so we just hang up with them. I spot a HO is checking a new patient, we set our target and approach him. *cewahmacammemburulapulak. Hahaha. He is Dr Fadzil, orang kemamang. Hehe, tapi dia ni kuat kenakan kitorang. Suka sangat nak psycho psycho kitorang sebab pilih nak jadi doctor. Hahaha, kurang asam betoi. Takpe takpe,yang pasti kitorang enjoy ikut dia. *bukanmenggatal. Jangansalahpaham. Hehehe.

 Then, kitorang round sekali lagi dekat ward pakcik yang nazak tadi tu. And his condition becomes worse again. Time tu family members pakcik tu dah ramai. Kitorang dibenarkan go behind the curtain tengok pakcik tu. Dr Colin tanya kitorang:

 “pernah tengok orang meninggal tak?”
“tak pernah lagi”
“So this will be your first time, tengok la”
“pakcik ni memang takde harapan dah ke”
“tak.”

Doktor try la jugak usaha lagi. Dia buat apa entah nama treatment tu,yang tekan tekan dada tu, tapi bukan pakai yang mesin tu. Tapi anak pakcik tu intai intai lepas tu dia nampak apa yang doktor buat, dia masuk, dia taknak doktor buat ayah dia macam tu. Sedih la jugak time tu, sebab dia taknak ayah dia sakit walaupun dah memang takde harapan sembuh. :l  *Ya Allah, aku berdoa supaya keluarga aku takde yang sakit sakit teruk macam tu. Amin.

Disebabkan waktu bertugas kitorang dah habis, kitorang terpaksa tinggalkan pakcik tu, eventhough we still don’t know his current condition at that time. Lagipun, relative dia ramai yang datang melawat, so memang agak congested la jugak ward tu. At 1700 pm, we leave the hospital. :)

End of Day #2.

Salam. Peace. :)

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Hospital Attachment Day #1

Assalamualaikum wbt

 Alhamdulillah, He still giving me the chance to update this 'comel gila' blog bak kata Izzat. HAHAHA *gelakbangga. okdah. :) The other day I promised to story my HA experience, kan? Hehehe, so here is it.

Okay, Im starting the story in 3 seconds. hehehe.
well today is the first day. i get over the moon a little bit this morning, excited at the same time, hehe. biasa la, konon konon nak jadi doktor express sekejap. hahaha, *okperasan. So macam biasa, bangun awal pagi ni *yeke? then bersiap siap. The best part this morning is I have breakfast with Mekya! and Naim too, but he is late. *apela, kalah orang perempuan bersiap. ngeee :D

Then, they send me to the hospital, ouh,thanks Mekya sebab hantar, thanks Naim for the treat. Me and the other 7 KMB-ians yang buat HA head to admin office, lapor diri. Dr MatNoh gives some briefing about the hospital and life as a doctor. And the most I-dunno-what-to-answer question is... why do you choose to be a doctor? Ouhh pleaseee, I really have nothing to say. hahaha. So I just say blablablabla. hehehehe, then we talktalk and some more talk. We are divide into two groups, 3:4 and the schedule is given. ta-da! Start to experience new things! haahaa.

Medical ward.
So patients with some major diseases such as heart disease, asthma, dengue, hypertension are here. they are ranging from teenagers to adults, both men and women but of course in separate ward. wahwah, macam taklimat kesihatan pulak gayanye. hahaha. We're lucky that time sebab by the time kitorang masuk doctors tengah round patients, so we join them. Ada la pengalaman tengok HO kena hentam sikit sikit dengan MO sebab tak buat homework. wow, serious takut. hahaha, tapi MO tu memang professional gila. Dr. Wazi, salute ah Dr! hehe. Boleh pulak dia tengah tengah marah dekat HO lepas tu terus bertukar jadi ramah dengan patients. Yeah, I get something:

"Doctors must be good at acting". winkwink. hehehe.

*HO-housemen officer
*MO-medical officer

Break. 
After 5 to 6 patients, he has to leave. To emergency. Masa tu pukul 1320 pm. Lunch time. hahaha, kitorang blah pergi makan kat kafe, HO pun dah bersurai semua kitorang ape lagi, takkan nak tunggu kot. Ngee :D Dah selesai makan solat lepak semua kitorang masuk balik ward. And Dr Fadhilah gives us task to communicate and interact with the patients there. Mostly yang dekat ward tu pakcik pakcik, so memang best. Semua suka cakap, lepas tu comel comel je. Hahaha, seriously comel. This one pakcik even call us '4rio' because four of us always stack together. :) macam macam la pakcik ni. And we completed the task well enough. Habis satu ward kitorang tawaf tak terkira dah berapa kali. Semua patients kitorang approach  *kecuali yang nampak garang la. hahaha. Cuak kot nak tegur. Habis shift petang, we get back at 1500 pm.

On Call!
1800pm, we are at the hospital again. Cari MO yang bertugas untuk on call tapi tak jumpa. Tapi ada sorang MO ni panggil kitorang, Dr Colin. He's a funny guy. Dia gelak bila tahu kitorang on call, kejam gila. haha, then dia suruh follow sorang HO ni yang tengah check patients, Dr Fatah! Stail gila dia, cool je. Banyak la yang dia nasihat, ajar ajar kitorang. Thank you! :)

Dr Fadhilah datang, kitorong follow dia. Check check check patients, then habis. 0130 am, dia tunjuk kitorang punya bilik. Selesa la jugak, tempat HO lelaki yang on call. Malangnya, kitorang memang lapar gila. So we decide to go out and buy some food. Yeah, KFC is still open. 0230 am, we finish our really-late midnight meal and by the time we nearly sleep there is a message. From a HO. She said there is a new case at ward 4. Oh my God, FOR REAL? Aghhh okay. Reluctantly,we get there within 5 minutes. *cekap kankan? hehehe. Seriously, we are all worn out that time, hehe. So kitorang tanya tanya doctor pasal case tu and 15 minutes later a new case comes, nice! haha. Doctor ambil details,history, ape semua and then done. Alhamdulillah. 0315 am, back to bed. Tido.

Wake up 0530 am, pack our things and we get back to home.
Ouh,forgot to mention above. We are all given our white coats and ID tag.
I really feel the honor. hehehe

*tobecontinueon Day#2

huh,tired. sleep.
Salam. :)

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

La Tahzan, Dear Heart.

Salam.


i don't have any idea it will be this far.
i thought it was just a feeling.
but i was wrong
and now i know it is an emotion.
a truly yet sincere feeling
sorry.
i wish i can lend a help
but i realized
i cant.
sorry.

But La Tahzan
Dear heart.
i know you can go through this.
Allah is always with you
He won't burden you
beyond your abilities
insyaAllah
there is someone
He made to be with you.



#ALLAH tidak akan membebankan seseorang melebihi kadar kemampuannya.

surah Al-Imran ayat 1 -6.
سُوۡرَةُ آل عِمرَان
بِسۡمِ ٱللهِ ٱلرَّحۡمَـٰنِ ٱلرَّحِيمِ
الٓمٓ (١) ٱللَّهُ لَآ إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ٱلۡحَىُّ ٱلۡقَيُّومُ (٢) نَزَّلَ عَلَيۡكَ ٱلۡكِتَـٰبَ بِٱلۡحَقِّ مُصَدِّقً۬ا لِّمَا بَيۡنَ يَدَيۡهِ وَأَنزَلَ ٱلتَّوۡرَٮٰةَ وَٱلۡإِنجِيلَ (٣) مِن قَبۡلُ هُدً۬ى لِّلنَّاسِ وَأَنزَلَ ٱلۡفُرۡقَانَ‌ۗ إِنَّ ٱلَّذِينَ كَفَرُواْ بِـَٔايَـٰتِ ٱللَّهِ لَهُمۡ عَذَابٌ۬ شَدِيدٌ۬‌ۗ وَٱللَّهُ عَزِيزٌ۬ ذُو ٱنتِقَامٍ (٤) إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ لَا يَخۡفَىٰ عَلَيۡهِ شَىۡءٌ۬ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡضِ وَلَا فِى ٱلسَّمَآءِ (٥) هُوَ ٱلَّذِى يُصَوِّرُڪُمۡ فِى ٱلۡأَرۡحَامِ كَيۡفَ يَشَآءُ‌ۚ لَآ إِلَـٰهَ إِلَّا هُوَ ٱلۡعَزِيزُ ٱلۡحَكِيمُ (٦)

Dengan nama Allah, Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani

Alif, Laam, Miim. (1) Allah, tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Tetap Hidup, Yang Kekal selama-lamanya mentadbirkan sekalian makhlukNya. (2) Dia menurunkan kepadamu (wahai Muhammad) Kitab Suci (Al-Quran) dengan mengandungi kebenaran, yang mengesahkan isi Kitab-kitab Suci yang telah diturunkan dahulu daripadanya dan Dia juga yang menurunkan Kitab-kitab Taurat dan Injil. (3) Sebelum (Al-Quran diturunkan), menjadi petunjuk bagi umat manusia dan Dia juga yang menurunkan Al-Furqan (yang membezakan antara yang benar dengan yang salah). Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang kufur ingkar akan ayat-ayat keterangan Allah itu, bagi mereka azab seksa yang amat berat dan (ingatlah), Allah Maha Kuasa, lagi berhak membalas dengan azab seksa (kepada golongan yang bersalah). (4) Sesungguhnya Allah tidak tersembunyi kepadaNya sesuatu pun yang ada di bumi dan juga yang ada di langit. (5) Dialah yang membentuk rupa kamu dalam rahim (ibu kamu) sebagaimana yang dikehendakiNya. Tiada Tuhan (yang berhak disembah) melainkan Dia, Yang Maha Kuasa, lagi Maha Bijaksana. (6)




lepaskan kecintaan mu dalam apa sahaja kerana itu biasanya akan menjerat dirimu mencari akhirat. pesan saidina ali, sayangi sesuatu sekadarnya, benci sesuatu sekadarnya kerana ia mungkin bertukar posisi.


Be strong.
we will always pray
for your happiness.

#dedicatedtoyou.

Salam.


Cuti cuti

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Ehemm, pejam celik pejam celik dah 11 hari bercuti. kira lama la jugak. *fikirbalikjap. apa yang aku dah buat sepanjang cuti ni haa? banyak yang berfaedah ke banyak yang buang masa? hadoiii, memang sah sah lah banyak yang menghampehkan.

eh, ye ke? memandai je. 
betoi la. tak percaya pulak.
bagi justifikasi yang kukuh sikit
ok.
contoh #1 : bangun lewat. *apadaanakdarabangunlewat.
           #2 : makan banyak. *yangnibolehdimaafkan
           #3 : tak buat homework *takdehomeworkpunsebenarnya.hehehe
           #4 : banyak tengok tv
           #5 : tak ajar adik. *tapidiayangmalas.
           #6 : errr, akan ditambah kemudian. haha

Tapi ada la jugak benda benda yang boleh dipuji kan? Mesti ada punya. Antaranya aku dah berjaya khatam baca lorong midaq yang tebal dan hampir tak nampak kesudahannya tu. ngehehe. *banggawoo. Tak tidur malam aku baca novel tu. *oktipusikitsikit. hehehe. Seriously, you wont never know the feeling unless you read it. Dan alhamdulillah sebab ada benda baik yang dapat aku ambil daripada novel tu. *i'llshareitlater. :)

Ahaahh, 11th until 14th this December, for the first time lupduplupdup *ehehe aku akan buat HA ; hospital attachment dekat Hospital Kemaman. Rasa semangat jugak ni, tapi taktau la semangat tu sampai kemana. Minta minta dapat banyak pengalaman + ilmu baru sepanjang HA ni. Haritu ada terbaca status member dekat  Fb dan rasa syukur sangat sangat sebab insyaAllah aku akan diberi peluang untuk rasa apa yang dia dah rasa.


InsyaAllah, every single thing I'll experience will be used in good way without forgetting Him who knows more than i do. 
"The Prophet also said: "Knowledge from which no benefit is derived is like a treasure out of which nothing is spent in the cause of God." - Al-Tirmidhi, Hadith 108"    

So not to forget my other peeps who will be doing their HA wherever it is, lets take this as an opportunity okay. It may be pengalaman suka suka tapi tak salah kalau kita bersungguh dalam buat sesuatu kebaikan tu kan. *winkwink. 

Dan dengan terbuka hatinya aku akan story pengalaman pengalaman buat hospital attachment tu tak lama lagi, insyaAllah kalau dipanjangkan hayat olehNya, Doa doakan la. :)

Till next post. See ya. 
#moodrindumemberclique-iman+zz

Salam.




Friday, November 25, 2011

Last.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

I've been trapped with busyness in KMB for about six months. WOWWW, for realll? SIX months beb, quite a long time for me who never been in hostel life before. Heh Heh, give myself a pat on the back. And now I am using idiomatic expression in my blog. HAHAHA. Thanks to Miss Nor. :)

And and and the most important past is jeng jeng jeng. guess what? Tomorrow will be the last paper for this first SEM EXAM. wahhhhh, what a relieve. I managed to survive going through hard yet challenging 6 days of examination. Alhamdulillah. But it wont be that easy as what I imagined. The last paper will be Maths HL paper 2. *istighfarpanjang. I struggled to answer paper 1 this morning and it was dead hard. I answered like I never learn all these function,probability-things before. SORRY teacher, I tried my best after all. :l

Yeahh, I know I should leave this page now and revise non-stop until it is time to answer the paper, right? Okay.
I'll do that later, in 5 minutes. Or maybe in coming 10 minutes. HEHE.

Next update will be posted soon enough. I will have much time since it is holidayyy. YEAHH. *horrayforkmbstudents.

Salam.
Peace for muslims.

Friday, August 5, 2011

First post.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Wow, it has been over a month since my last post. Aghh, i miss blogging soo much. And and I surely have tons of story to write, but somehow I kinda have weak memory so I can't guarantee to split them all out here. Sorry, haha. :D

OHHH, my earliest days at loveliest yet amazing place 'kolej mara banting'. HAHAHA. How should I describe this in brief way? hmmm. AWESOME. GREAT. BUSY. ISLAMIC. and many whatsoever words that appropriate. HEHE. Well, that were not my first perceptions on KMB but somehow I slowly managed to get along with the real KMB life as days passed by. Alhamdulillah. :) *thanks to seniors, friends, family, classmates, roomate, and my one and only beloved SOULMATE.

And I thank Allah for giving me this huge and precious chance. He knows what is the best for me and He gave me that opportunity. Even I left behind my friends and family far away in this isolated, alienated IB world, but He always stay by my side, available for me 24/7. I may not realized this before, but now I am glad that He 'told' me. Thanks Ya Allah. :)

Opss, got to go. I will save the other story for next coming updates, insyaAllah. hehehe.

Salam.
peace for all Muslims.

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Bikin Panas je.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Ahaa, bukan bikin panas yang Melodi ye. Ni bikin panas baik punye cerita. Realiti bukan fantasi. HAHA. Dua tiga empat lima hari lepas aku agak busy, tahu tahu jelah sebab apa. Okay, tak tahu? Dan taknak tahu? Takpe takpe aku kasitau jugak. Aku tengah duk asyik membereskan hal hal untuk masuk kolej je, takde mende yang spesel sangat pun kan. *peace. :)

So untuk dijadikan cerita dua hari lepas aku keluar men'settle'kan urusan yuran pendaftaran. Encik kolej mara banting suruh buat bank draf, yang mana memang aku taktau lansung macam mana nak buat. *korang tahu ker? heheLepas tu aku tanya la mekya.


"Ni daa, awak tahu dok pejabat lembaga hasil dekat chukai utama orh? rasenya kena buat dekat situ kot."

Lebih kurang macam gitu la ayat dia. Haha. Aku pun try la pi sana.

aku. akak dekat pejabat lembaga hasil.

emm, kak. kalau nak buat bank draf kat sini ke? Gini dik, kite dok buat bank draf kat sini. kena buat dekat bank. Oooo.

Bergerak ke Cimb Bank. Jalan kaki. Melintas jalan besar. Jalan sikit lagi. Sampai. Masuk masuk je cimb bank, aku tanya la pakcik berkopiah dekat kaunter pertanyaan tu pasal nak buat bank draf ni. Dia kasi aku borang, suruh aku isi.

"Pakcik!! Ape ni?? saya tak pahammm la. Tolong lahhh. Adoiii." Aku complain. Tapi dalam hati jelah.

Hehehe. Serius tak paham weh. Sakit hati la jugak. Tapi aku pun isi jelah borang tu dengan mengaplikasikan pengetahuan yang aku ada. Isi punya isi aku pun konpius. Last last jumpa balik pakcik berkopiah tu. Aku tunjuk la dekat dia borang yang aku isi tu. Dia pun kate ok je lepas tu suruh aku ambik nombor giliran.

Tett. 1020. Kaunter 2. Okaih, giliran aku.

aku. pegawai dekat kaunter 2.

Awak nok buat mende ni? Bank draf. Untuk mende? Bayor yuran Mara, dia suruh buat bank draf. Aku pun hulur la surat Mara. Ni salah isi ni, sepatutnya pemohon nama awak bla bla bla.  Ooo, kena isi semula ah. tapi maklumat lain betul doh kan? Ke ada kena isi mende lain lagi? Sape yang suruh isi ni? Pegawai yang dekat kaunter depan tu.   Kite sebenarnya dok buat bank draf. Bank check je. Tapi bank lain dok tahu la. Tapi Mara nok bank draf je. Saye dok tahu la tu, try bank lain la.

Alahai, aku pun agak agak bengang jugak sebenarnya time tu. *Sakit jiwa, sakit hati, sakit mata, macam macam sakit la. Agak agak time aku nak blah dari bank tu, ayah aku terjumpa kawan dia. Pekerja dekat bank cimb tu jugak la. Dia tanya la. Panjang lebar jugak diorang borak. Aku sengih je, malas nak menyampuk. Hehehe. *bajetbaiklakatekan.

Kawan kepada ayah aku tu pun hairan dengan jawapan pegawai dekat kaunter 2 tu. Dia bawak aku punye borang masuk office. 5 minit lepas tu dia keluar.

"Boleh je buat kat sini. Bank check dengan bank draf sama je. sekarang ni dok guna doh bank draf. Awak isi borang baru eh."

 Haaaa, tu dia. Mana pakcik berkopiah dengan pegawai dekat kauter 2 tu? Dapat dek aku memang kena diorang. HAHAHA, acah je. Haish, panas juge la aku time tu. Aku pun dengar gumbira isi semula borang yang sama. 3 borang pulak tu. Ya Allah. Sabor jelah.

Tengah tengah duk isi borang tu ada la 2 orang minah mai sebelah aku. Intai punya intai rupa-rupanya si kembar Amalia dengan Amalina dan juge Faizrul. HAHAHA. Dan bagi menambah elemen kejutan, si kembar tu pun sama tempat dengan aku. KMB. Kos perubatan. Adooyai. Aku jugak puak aku. HUAHUAHUA. *gelaksakan.

Ouh ouh ouh. Lupa daaaa. Ada sorang lagi pegawai bank tu yang baik hati sangattt tolong aku. Dia check borang aku,ada la baiki sikit sikit, lepas tu dia tolong ambik nombor giliran. Borak borak sikit sementara tunggu giliran aku buat kali kedua. Aku memang takmoh kasitau kat sini tapi credits untuk pakcik tu la. HAHAHA. Beliau adalah bapak kepada hafiz a.k.a Apih Omar. Bangge ah tu Apih orh. Terimakasihbanyakbanyak pakcik Omar yep. *peace peace.


 Dan itu sahaja ceritanya. The End. HAHA. Okaih. Till next post. 


Salam. 
See ya.
 
 

Saturday, June 18, 2011

6 hari.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

What day is today? Today is Saturday, teacher. Wahhh, so good. Hahaha *teringat zaman jadi cikgu dulu. Eh eh eh. Apaa? Saturday? Sabtu? oooh tidak. Katakan tidak mungkin pada sabtu. mimpi mimpi. Jumaat depan aku kena berangkat ke Kolumpo dah, maknenye aku ada masa 6 hari je lagi dekat Kemaman tercinta ni. Halaaa, takmau takmau la. Haha. Ok *gedik duh.

Sebetulnya memang la daftar kat KMB, tempat keramat tu 28hb Jun ni which is hari Selasa. Tapi aku dikasitau untuk pegi awal, sebab nak singgah rumah kakak aku. Lepak lepak kat sana dulu. Lepas tu plan nak shopping barang barang kat sana terus. Senang la sikit. Hahaha.

Dan. Dalam masa tolak tambah seminggu yang tinggal ni memang banyak la benda yang aku kena buat. Haish, sempat ke haa? InsyaAllah, insyaAllah. Siapa siapa yang baik hati nak tolong, sila sila lah. heehe.

Lepas tu kan, ada satu lagi berita sedih *sobsobsob. Nak pi kl jumaat depan tu, aku pegi dengan abah aku je, naik bas pulak tu. *jap, bila masuk aku panggil bapak aku abah haa? haaahaa. Tak kesah la. Sedih kan? Tak eh. Takpe, satu lagi cerita sedih. Lepas tu masa nak daftar kat KMB tu kan, mak dengan ayah aku tak ikut pun. Kakak aku je yang hantar. Sedih woo. hahaha *konon jelah. Heehehe, aku steady je sebenarnye. Cool cool je. Setakat hantar dalam negara ni, okay je kalau diorang takde pun. Bukan ape, aku takmoh la susahkan mak ayah aku dalam keadaan diorang yang tak sihat nu haa. *amacam, anak yang mithali kan kan? kakakakah. *pelempang untuk aku.

Perasaan? Hmmm. setakat ni rasa terkawal je lagi. takde emo emo sangat lah. Cess, cakap besor. HAHAHA.   Saje je nak sedapkan hati, chill chill je dulu, mau kepoh buat hape? heeehehe, peace.
Dan dan dan. Untuk sedapkan lagi hati aku, sebenarnye KMB tu dekat dengan tempat kerja abang aku. Kalau dari rumah kaklong aku pulak dalam setengah jam je. Wahh, memang takde kesulitan lansung la camgitu yek. MUAHAHA. *evillaugh.


Orait orait. Cukuplah untuk post ni. Aku simpan cerita untuk 6 hari lagi pulak. Heehehee.

Salam.
peace. :)

Maharaja Lawak minggu doblas (12)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Haaaa, see the title kan? Sudah terang lagi bersuluh la terbukti aku nak story pasal maharaja lawak. Okay okay, jangan menyampah dulu. Belom baca belom tahu. Hahahaha. peace.

Di sini aku nak tegaskan bahawa maharajala lawak minggu ke doblas wajib ditengok sebab lawak lawak dorang semuanye gred A. *halaamak, macam telur la pulak. hehe. Tapi serius weh, ML semalam best. Nak nak lagi part +@#%!*#@. hahaha. tutttt. censored ah, malu aku nak kasitau, kot kot ade yang salah paham. heeehehe. sorry la, tengok la sendiri ye baru boleh tahu part mana yang tak-dapat-dikasitahu tu. 

Ouhh, upload video. Kene jugak ker? Tak pe ah. Isi mase lapang. Hambik ko. hahhaaha


 



 aku suka yang ni. comel gila nabil. haha





Ahaaaa, best best kan? malangnye next week final dah. Ouh, finalis finalis nye, of course la Jozan, Sepah, Nabil dan Jambu. *act, aku tak berape puashati sebab jambu masuk final. hehe, jangan marah ye siapa siapa yang sokong jambu tu.  Tapi nasib baik la aku sempat lagi tengok live, walaupun dalam tv. Hahahaha.

Okaih, gotta go.
p/s: undi jozan banyak banyak, biar dorang menang. hahaha, aku sendiri pun tak undi, suka suka je suruh orang vote. heehehe.


Salam. peace.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

One shot post.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Ayat biasa lepas lama tak update blog. Rindunye nak update blog. Ahah, ada siapa siapa kesah ke? Confirm takde kan. Hahahak.*kesianuntukaku

So, selepas merefreshkan balik kepala otak aku yang bergeliga ni, aku berjaya ingat balik beberape aktiviti yang jadi sepanjang aku bercuti daripada update blog ni. Fyi, aku senantiasa berada di talian *online 24/7 bak kata omputih. Hahaha, tapi aku pun pelik la sebab time nak bukak link blog je rase malas tersangat. So, I ended up by not updating this nicee yet interesting blog. Sounds annonying is it? Heeeehe.

Birthday wishes.

Happy Belated Bithday to those awesome peoples.

01/06/2011 Kak Nor. 
06/06/2011 Kak Long.
11/06/2011 Abang Pik. 

aghh, I should have wrote a special post, wishing them, right? Maybe another year, insyaAllah. hehe.

 Adik. 

Last week, aku pergi hantar adik aku balik asrama. Sah sahlah aku temankan ayah aku, kalau aku yang hantar memang tak sampai sampai ah asrama dia tu. Jalan kaki kot, haha. Saje je lah buat baik sikit kan, kali terakhir hantar dia balik asrama la konon. Serius aku admit, terase mood sedih la jugak. *Oh, tidak. Jangan la minah tu bace part ni, kang terperasan pulak die.

Jealous.

 Lately ramai insan insan yang suka buat aku jealous. Please people. Hahaha. Dont get misunderstood okay, this jealous is the positive one ya. *ade ke? lantak la. hehehe. Aku punye jealous siap buat status dekat fb lagi ni, waahh hebat ko. *perasan.

tuu dia. yang dalam box tu. habis dramatic status dah tu.



Aku malas la nak elaborate lebih lebih pasal ni. Senang cerita aku confess jelah kat sini. Ahahaha. Miss Sara texted aku, dia kata tengah tengok KL Gangster. Few minutes later, she texted me again. She fell in love with a guy. I don't care who that lucky guy is, as long as he is not mine. And and and, a suprising answer I got. He is mine. I was like  

" Noooo, it can't be him. Pls, find someone else. Ohhh Sara, how could you ."

Curious about that guy kan kan? Beliau adalah jeng jeng jeng Zizan Razak, for sure. Ahaha, iye iye je aku bagitaw dia aku punye kan, mau kena saman ka? Jangan jangan, kontrobesi tu. Hahaha.

Conclusion, aku jealous dengan mereka mereka yang sudah tonton cerita KL Gangster tu lah. Siap puji zizan pulak tu, bertambah tambah jealous aku. Hish. *geramgeram.

Maharaja Lawak.

Ouh, last week punye show memang gempak. Great jokes evah, haha. Nano nano nano. Terkinja kinja aku nak pi tengok diorang dekat kuantan. Kot kot lah ade peluang jumpa face to face, hahaha. *konon je lah. Last last depan tv jugak tempat aku malam tu. VIP seat, ngeheee. xp

 


Btw, Sepah and Nabil also did their good jobs that night but since I am big fan of Jozan so aku upload lawak diorang jelah. Heehe, kalau nak tengok lagi mintak dengan encik Youtube eh.*peace

Apa apa pun two thumbs up for Jozan. Yeah.*likelikelike.


Salam.
see ya.

What now? Stalker?

Salam.


Hahahaha. Seriously, the title is not about me. So, to whom it refers to? Erm, nobody maybe. Shut up. Obviously it's you. What now? Am I caught red-handed? Pleasee noo. Hell yeah.

Hahahaha, silakan angkat kening tanda tak faham. Well, I have no intention to make it clear. So, just take that as a great joke of the day. Ngeheeehe. Well, sorry. :)

Ouh, again. I don't do that stalk-thingy okayyy. Got it?

Peace. :)

Salam.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

10 Beautiful Aspects of a Muslimah

1. Her Obedience to the Creator: A practising Muslim man loves to have a practising Muslim wife; who knows that the life of this world is nothing but a test from her Lord; giving her an opportunity to come closer and closer to Allah, doing more and more good deeds to please Him, restricting herself from the desires of her inner self that go against the will of her Creator.

But as for him who feared standing before his Lord, and restrained himself from impure evil desires, and lusts. Verily, Paradise will be his abode. (Surah An- Naaziyaat: 40-41)

2. Her Haya (Modesty/Shyness): Haya is one of the most significant factors of a woman’s personality. Haya according to a believer’s nature refers to a bad and uneasy feeling accompanied by embarrassment, caused by one’s fear of being exposed or censured for some unworthy or indecent conduct.[1]

Prophet Sallallahu alaihiwasallam said: “Haya comes from Eman; Eman leads to Paradise. Obscenity comes from antipathy; and antipathy leads to the fire.” (Sahih Al-Bukhari)

A Muslim woman feels shy to do anything that would displease her Lord in any aspect. She has haya in her talk, she has haya in her gaze, she has haya in her clothing, she has haya in her walk. Her haya in her talk is that she is not soft in her speech but speaks honorably. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says (interpretation of the meaning):

“O wives of the Prophet! You are not like any other women. If you keep your duty (to Allah), then be not soft in speech, lest he in whose heart is a disease (of hypocrisy, or evil desire for adultery) should be moved with desire, but speak in an honorable manner” (Surah Al-Ahzaab:32)

Her haya in her gaze is that she does not look at what Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala has prohibited for her to look. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says (interpretation of the meaning):

And tell the believing women to lower their gaze (from looking at forbidden things), and protect their private parts (from illegal sexual acts)… (Verse continues) (Surah An-Nur: 31)

Her haya in her clothing is that she does not reveal to others what Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala has forbidden for her to reveal. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says (interpretation of the meaning):

…And not to show off their adornment except only that which is apparent (like both eyes for necessity to see the way or outer dress like veil, gloves, head-cover, apron, etc.), and to draw their veils all over Juyubihinna (i.e. their bodies, faces, necks and bosoms,) and not to reveal their adornment except to their husbands, or their fathers, or their husband’s fathers, or their sons, or their husband’s sons, or their brothers or their brother’s sons, or their sister’s sons, or their (Muslim) women (i.e. their sisters in Islâm), or the (female) slaves whom their right hands possess, or old male servants who lack vigor, or small children who have no sense of the feminine sex.. (Verse Continues) (Surah An-Nur: 31)

Her haya in her walk is that she walks modestly without attracting others attention towards herself. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says (interpretation of the meaning): .

..And let them not stamp their feet so as to reveal what they hide of their adornment. And all of you beg Allâh to forgive you all, O believers, that you may be successful. (Surah An-Nur: 31)

Abu Usayd al-Ansari narrated that he heard Allah’s Messenger Sallallahu alaihiwasallam say to the women on his way out of the mosque when he saw men and women mixing together on their way home: ‘Give way (i.e., walk to the sides) as it is not appropriate for you to walk in the middle of the road.’ Thereafter, women would walk so close to the wall that their dresses would get caught on it.
(Narrated by Abu Dawood in “Kitab al-Adab min Sunanihi, Chapter: Mashyu an-Nisa Ma’ ar-Rijal fi at-Tariq)

A woman who has the knowledge of Allah’s commandment to preserve her modesty, submitting herself to the will of her creator, even after having the desire to be praised for her beauty, is without doubt beloved to Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala and as well as to all good believing men.

3. Her Beauty: Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala made women beautiful in the sight of men. It’s just that some human beings are more attracted towards some than others. Aishah RadhiyAllahu anha said: “I heard the Prophet Sallallahu alaihiwasallam saying: ‘Souls are like conscripted soldiers; those whom they recognize, they get along with, and those whom they do not recognize, they will not get along with.’” (Sahih Al-Bukhari)

Al-Qurtubi said: “Although they are all souls, they differ in different ways, so a person will feel an affinity with souls of one kind, and will get along with them because of the special quality that they have in common. So we notice that people of all types will get along with those with whom they share an affinity, and will keep away from those who are of other types. [This is like the old saying goes,
 “Birds of a feather flock together”] For a believing man, a Muslim woman’s beauty is not just how her nose looks or how big her eyes are, but her modesty, purity of heart, and innocence make her look beautiful as well. Also Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala makes people whom He loves, pleasing to others.

“When Allah loves someone he calls to Jibreel Alaihissalaam saying, ‘O Jibreel, I love such and such a person, so love him.’ Then Jibreel will call to the (angels) of the heavens, ‘Allah loves such and such a person so love him.’ And the angels will love [that person]. And then Allah will place the pleasure in the hearts of the people towards this person.” (Sahih Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

4. Her Intellect/playfulness: Intellect and playfulness are two qualities of women highly liked by men. Every man likes to have an intelligent wife who can advise and support him in day to day matters. Khadija bint Khuwaylid RadhiyAllahu anha was one of the most beloved wives of Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him). She supported Allah’s messenger (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) at the very beginning of his Prophethood when Jibreel alaihissalaam brought the first revelation to him. Prophet (peace and blessings of Allah be upon him) always admired her and remembered her even long after her death. A playful wife is a joy and pleasure to a man’s heart. Prophet Sallallahu alaihiwasallam recommended Jabir bin ‘Abdullah to marry a virgin so that the two could play with each other and amuse each other. Narrated Jabir bin ‘Abdullah: “My father died and left seven or nine girls and I married a matron.

Allah’s Apostle said to me, “O Jabir! Have you married?” I said, “Yes.” He said, “A virgin or a matron?” I replied, “A matron.” he said, “Why not a virgin, so that you might play with her and she with you, and you might amuse her and she amuse you.” (Hadith continued) (Sahih Al- Bukhari)

5. Her Truthfulness: Being truthful and honest is an essential quality of a believer. ‘Abdullah ibn Mas’ood RadhiyAllahu anh said: The Messenger of Allah Sallallahu alaihiwasallam said: “I urge you to be truthful, for truthfulness leads to righteousness, and righteousness leads to Paradise. A man will continue to be truthful and seek to speak the truth until he is recorded with Allah as speaker of truth (Siddeeq). And beware of lying, for lying leads to immorality and immorality leads to Hell; a man will continue to tell lies until he is recorded with Allah as a liar.” (Sahih Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

A person who is known to lie repeatedly loses his trust. And if that happens in case of a marital relationship the whole relationship falls apart. A woman who is known to be a “Siddeeqah” certainly has a higher status in a Muslim man’s heart.

6. Her Obedience: Allah Subhanahu wa ta’ala made man protector and maintainer of the woman and enjoined upon her to obey him in all the matters that do not go against Quran and Sunnah. Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala says (interpretation of the meaning):

“Men are the protectors and maintainers of women, because Allah has made one of them to excel the other, and because they spend (to support them) from their means” (Surah An-Nisa’: 34)

The Messenger of Allah Sallallahu alaihiwasallam said, “The best women is she who when you look at her, she pleases you, when you command her she obeys you, and when you are absent, she protects her honor and your property.” (At-Tabarani, Ibn Majah)

7. Her Patience: Patience is a characteristic that can never be praised enough. A woman who remains patient at the times of hardship and relies on the help and mercy of Allah is without a doubt a beloved servant of Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala. Allah says (interpretation of the meaning):

“And Allah loves As-Saabiroon (the patient)” (Surah Aal Imran: 146)

8. Her Cooking: Delicious food is without a doubt weakness of men. It’s an old saying that “The Way to a Man’s Heart is through his Stomach”. We also know that one of Prophet’s (Sallallahu alaihiwasallam) wives used to cook food that he liked a lot and due to that Aishah radhiyAllahu anha would get jealous, because she didn’t know how to cook that.

9. Her Contentment with Rizq: No man likes to have a woman who is always complaining about how less her husband earns or how rich her other friends are. A good Muslimah is the one who thank Allah for what He has blessed her with and she is thankful to her husband for what he provides her with. Abu Hurairah RadhiyAllahu anh reported: The Prophet Sallallahu alaihiwasallam said, “Richness is not the abundance of wealth, rather it is self-sufficiency.” (Sahih Al-Bukhari and Muslim)

10. Good Manners: A woman of good manners is a blessing from Allah subhanahu wa ta’ala. When she speaks, she speaks honorably, why she deals with others she deals with them kindly. She is polite with elders, loving to children, and good to her fellow folks. It is related by ‘Abdullah bin Amr that the Prophet Sallallahu alaihiwasallam said: “The best of you are those who possess the best of manners.” (Sahih Al-Bukhari and Muslim)



Reblogged from Islamic Thinking.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Last Day of May

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Wah wah wah, laju sungguh bumi keliling matahari, bulan keliling bumi sekarang ni ye. Depa duk main kejar kejar ke haa? Bukan merungut tapi sekadar menyedarkan diri sendiri bahawa masa berlalu sekejap sangat sangat sekarang ni. Ya Allah, betapa lekanya aku dengan hal duniawi ni. Astaghafirullah. :)

Esok dah pun masuk bulan Jun. Sedar tak sedar 6 bulan dah aku duk tinggal zaman sekolah. DAN. Tinggal sebulan je lagi tempoh masa untuk aku habiskan masa kat rumah sebelum jejakkan kaki dekat tempat keramat KOLEJ MARA BANTING nu haa. Ya Rabbi, sebulan tu. Bukan lama pun. *Tak reti syukur langsung. Heheheehe. Alhamdulillah Alhamdulillah. :) *reti dah.

Bulan Mei. Agak agak banyak la jugak yang aku buat bulan ni. Kire memorable month jugak le. Bulan ni birthday Husnil,bulan ni birthday Tirah, bulan ni buat last gathering, bulan ni berpisah dengan Epaa, Sara, Mekya, bulan ni banyak habis duit, bulan ni pi tengok Kongsi, bulan ni lepak kat KL dengan Sara, bulan ni macam macam jadi la senang cerita. Hahahaha. Nampok sangat pelupe~~
 Ngeeeehehehe.

Dan berita sedih untuk saat terakhir di bulan Mei. Husnil pun tinggalkan aku akhirnye di bulan Mei. Ishhh, sedih sedih. Eh, Mekya jangan salah faham, kami cuma kawan. Kakakakah.


Jadi. Biarkan aku menangis dulu sebab aku takde keje lain nak buat. Muahahahaa.

Salam.

:)

Non-Related-To-Anyone-Post

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Pissed off.
......
Don't ask! cause I'll never tell,
Come on,
It is annoying,
I get sick of it,
Yeah,
Its not you,
Its me.

I'll run.
So don't chase,
Or you won't able to find me again.
I knew
You won't care.


May you keep doing well,
But I beg you,
Please
Stop that.


Lets say goodbye.
Even you won't
I will say it anyway.
And

Goodbye.
To yesterday,
Goodbye
For today.
Goodbye
For tomorrow.




Salam.